life

i may living in fantasy world. the world that i always expected in my own imagination. i just need to get off myself from the road that i created. the reality that just lies ahead me. but i'm just too scared to leaves everything aside. couldn't i'm be such a crueless person in my own world. does i still have humanity in my ownselves. everyone always said that everything is gonna be alright. what does they mean in saying such words. do they had realise that we couldn't see any possibilities that may happen ?

words could be such a powerful thing in the worlds. it does influences people in these modern world. no matter what kind of world today. words are too powerful too defeats. yes, it does influences others but not the one who said it.

life could be the most mysterious thing in these world. trying solve a puzzles that can't be unsolved no matter how you try. i felt like someone revoke my breath with his full of solemnity, and my mind began replaying all the dire warnings that given in my creations of destination.

soon i will lose everything